The terrible word procrastination

I’m stuck. I’m tired and don’t want to do anything! I work 9-18, but I work from home. A lot of people say that it’s fine because I can work whenever I want, walk around in pyjamas and do things I like. It’s true. But also, I still have to prepare to eat, to clean, to wash, to do lessons with children, take them to sports and music lessons.

I recently had to stay at the hospital. I spent a week there. I was incredibly bored. Just to clarify: Wi-Fi is prohibited in our hospitals because patients should rest. I read, watched movies and… lied. I have long been unaccustomed to such a rhythm. I usually walk more than 10,000 steps a day, thanks to two children. I was just lying there. When I got home, I had to go back to my previous life. And it’s been 5 days and I can’t. I’m exhausted. For the first time, I realized how tired and exhausted I am over the past 8 years, that I am a wife and mother.

To be honest, it’s incredibly frightening. For the first time, I fully understood what procrastination is. Favourite work doesn’t make me happy anymore. There is no desire to get out of bed because I wake up already tired. The spring is here, the sun shines, and I lie in bed and constantly want to sleep.

It doesn’t have to be like it, does it? I think it’s time to start taking care of yourself.

I’m not giving up! I’m starting to explore certain topics. Therefore, in the near future, I will write articles about how to take care of yourself, how to start to love your job again, how to set up the right time management. And I will test all the advice.

It’s time to start moving! Spring is in the air!